To change Emo... Emo... recently ive really been EMO. hmm.. Issues about being insecure are terrifying. To myself and to others. But how to change? I want to... but do not know on how to do so. This few sentences bascially sums up my week!! oh my goodness... i cant believe this... was this caused by my past?! sigh... i duno.. or isit just me, myself?!

God pls teach me and show me how, in Your vast knowledge and all-knowing wisdom please guide me thru and lead me by Your hand. Send me friends to pray alongside with me, send me good pals to encourage me, send me Your comfort and assurance Lord!

and most importantly, during this period of time, let love continue to flow out of me and let me ALWAYS be Your witness in this dying world. Let the wild flowers by the side of the race of life never be a distraction because i want You as my focus.

I surrender all to You, take control Lord. Let me seek Your face and surrender myself for Your kingdom daily, let me be a wonderful testimony only to give You glory, honor and praise.

Teach me also to be a testimony in my workplace in which i struggle much. I've been selfish and disgusting, and sometimes purposely wilful and ignorant. Lord forgive me. I commit this struggle to You my God, knowing that You're the author and finisher of my faith. Help me, in Jesus Name, Amen.  ¶ 6:43 AM