A whole lot of crap

Irony

2009-02-08T09:05:00.001-08:00

Isn't life all about irony.

One's thing different from the other, yet we're supposed to conform to the other because there can be only one that is correct. And this way of thinking comes from the one who think he is different from the other. And when becoming the other, than you will think that being different is the real correct.

Was a student in a neighborhood school in both my primary and secondary school days, and it wasn't long before I entered my Poly life. 3 quick years past and I was given the responsibility to protect my land. Later I found myself working. A year past.

I realized I wasn't who I was previously. No longer was I the guy who cared less about my appearance, no longer was I who didn't had a goal or a purpose. Neither was I still a dreamer who did nothing about his dreams. I learned a new module in life, but I was far from getting good results in this subject call responsibilities.

This isn't something I can do just by memorizing, studying hard or practicing. This is linked to another new subject I learned in the class of life, called self discipline. I have a few close friends, and most of them are doing well so to speak. With some having distinction, others having scored straight "A"s for them. I envy.

I can only vow and hope again, that this time round, I can prove all wrong, including myself, that I do have some worth by scoring well, and leaving people speechless and proud. All I hope, is that when I reach such a state, I do not think that actually, previously I was correct in all that I've done before being a changed person in a changed circumstances.

Lost was the past, now is the present, hope is the future.

Life

2008-08-24T05:41:00.000-07:00

Why this prank? Why must those that have the heart for others really suffer? I seriously don't understand and cannot fathom it.

Can we still meet the needs of people or members when we as leaders needs are not met?

Why must the good-hearted be hurt?

God be judge.

2008-06-29T08:07:00.000-07:00

I'm Tired.

I've got so many QN up my head recently.. QN like Why things have to look like this? Why are things the way they are? Why why why why why? Why is the world round? (obviously i didnt think of the last QN..... =_=)

Duno lahs. EMO liaos.. haha.. but I think I'm at the age whr i start to reflect on life, think about life, eat life... slp life.. haha.. crap k.. haha.. but im really starting to think about things.. im gettin alittle complicated.. haha.. can i dont grow up ?

haha.. oh well... life stiu hafta moooooove on! work.. so slp

AWFUL day

2008-06-24T22:33:00.000-07:00

what will you do when u're just feeling AWFUL.

let me tell u 5 ways to make ur day as awesome as mine.

1) A - addicted to water. Drink cold water! Drink tons and tons of it. Why will it help? It will wash away all your dirty/harmful/unwanted substance in ur body! and u will feel.... much lighter (only after u pee for the next 12 days non-stop continuously!)

2) W - Wee Wee. PEE! PEE is the only way for a AWESOME sensation after that huge drinking of pure nice cold water! As stated, u must @ least try to PEE for 12 days continuously.. reason being.. there are 12 months in a year. <-- as define by ALL the calanders in the world. Dont believe u count the months la.

3) F - FORK! use fork to eat! even if ure drinking soup, eating anything soup base, drinking slurpee or mr.softee, use fork to CONSUME them!

4) U - Underworld. If ure not into underworld, might i suggest u write the word "world" and look under it! u will have wisdom if u can see it.

5) L - Lose! i hereby challenge u... to lose all your hair to MSG! eat 12 meals of maggie mee! put 3 X MSG packet. and u are on ur way to losing all ur HAIR! whahahahs!

P/S - please reads what my blog title says before following my unusual habits of turning an AWFUL day to an AWESOME day. =)

left right center EMO

2008-06-16T22:20:00.000-07:00

it has been 5 trillion years since i've updated my lovely emo blog. there are MANY changes that took place with this huge blink of an eye... dinosaurs became extinct.. my hair became lighter in colour as the sun is becoming hotter... and... i' wish that i could be Jesus disciple since i'm a tax collector.

Work is full of ups and downs... alittle while up... than all the way down. alittle while down, than it goes down even lower!! =_=

UNFAIRNESS SIA!

I miss having times when i need to mug for exams... (drink mug), i miss those times when i hang out with my friends... (i got friends?!), i miss those times when i was sucking my milk bottle...

haahahahaha..

kk. im crapping.

Cell grp is today and is awesome. cuz im in it. HAHA.

KJV - BUYeth ME GIFTSeth ALL YE WHO READeth ME BLOGeth..! Cuz THOU WATCH is TICKINGeth.

2008-03-19T19:16:00.000-07:00

Life is tough, but let me announce right now... to the world... that....

CHAR KWAY TIAO is nice!!!!

like WTH right.... haha, want to say i'm tougher lah actually, but i know myself and how much a certain amt of stress and pressure i can take...so i think i don't fit in the tough category. I guess i can go join some chicken nehs nehs and fly kite... hahaha =P

My last day of work @ Chio Lim Stone Forest <-- ( what a name, and im not even joking! ) would be on the 9th of APR.. next time my company shall be call Yam Yam Cold Jokes or something.. whahahahah!

anw, talking abt char kway tiao... sometimes i think why cant it be alittle healthier and also for it to become a healthy diet food? like tt i wldnt care if i eat too much will grow in size ant.. hahahaha...

Recently so much things happened to me... and of course the whole world. First, when mas selamat escaped from prison... i practically was like DUH. reason being... it was DUH. why escape when u got free food and free lodging? escape liao still need to find place to go... dumb man =/

ok, his escape didnt really affect me.. haha, just wanted to comment on it nia.. hahahaha.. wad affected me was so many/much/LOAD of things man... which are of cuz for me to know and for you to not know, not want to know, and shut ur mouth up if you know. Dont go commenting about me, or tease me u assholes. You want to know how i feel, how about putting yourself into my shoe and talk you rotten flamingo.

haha, i sound angry right.. to a certain extend i am lah.. just wanting to say to be a human, dont be so mean lah... teasing also until a certain extend right.. not that im like super piss off.. just want to say lah... i dun mind kena say cuz im used to it... but plz dont tease the younger ones lah... you duno what ive been thru. and b4 u tease ppl, why not tease urself first?

sry.. hahahahahaha.. just had to be serious.. hahahahhaa =D

Politics

2008-03-05T08:13:00.000-08:00

I decide to run for it. Who's gonna vote for me?

If you vote for me.... i'll promise each of you a KISS OF YOUR LIFETIME!! and thats not all! I'll let you have a feel of my wonderful armpit hair! .......for FREE!!!!!! oh my tien! such good offer!!

hahahaha, and where am i going to run for it? in church! =_="

Sadly to say, churches now has more politics than compared to the outside world... or should i say some companies even. We, as the people of God, should be united! Only when we're united, than the world can see the love of God in us! We need to start loving one another.

So.... it all starts by voting for me................................

hahahahahahahahahahahhahahahahahahahahahahahahahahhahahahahahahahahahaa...

life still goes on... move on. after you vote for me... hahahahahahahhhaha...

Oh.. btw... i've joined facebook =D

Simple truth

2008-03-03T07:04:00.000-08:00

Friends are... people who will defend you no matter what. (Don't be deceived k.. not everyone like daniel yam.)

=)

Girls are... people you can't do without in life yet at times you wish you were alone. (I love kailing loads.)

=D

Guys are... people who just want to mate. (extremely not so for christians... ok? We aren't human.... we're aliens.)

=/

I'm still very happy! be contented in the little things....!

UPDATE!

2008-02-24T19:28:00.000-08:00

YAY! Financial year finally ending... which means... I AM KING! hahahaha... cannot take it man, recently work was like fighting fire in hell.. or forcing a vegetarian to eat beef.. or.. making our shit silver in colour! hahahaha.. ok, i'm just happy =D

Part of my work is to Buy/Sell shares for my clients..... KIDDING LAH!buy tissue paper maybe... like i will be entrusted with a few million... hahahaha.. i will use that amt to go shopping lah! hahahahas... ok, im not a Trader.. but im a PAYROLL AGENT! <-- sound like some chicken neh neh secret spy agent or smth... but infact is just counting money and paying ppl their money. Sometimes can drool... knowing how much ppl earn... u just feel like being their godson... or even their house watermelon.. haha..

Life in church is like a stock market...
Dont ask me why... cuz i duno why also.. hahahahahaha..

This year, im hitting my mid twenties... thats like OLD. OLD. OLD. i feel like i can't run, can do anything! im like an elderly... so... when u see an empty seat on the bus or mrt... please gimme seat... pls pls pls ? haha..

P/S: i got to give kailing the credit for being someone so awesome for me.. shes really the best and i love her! =D

2 face me.

2008-01-24T21:23:00.000-08:00

My mask
Now i am in office, sitting on my cosy chair, surrounded by a nice and pretty computer, greeted by a 1,000,000,000.00 papers filled with money figures, and.. i'm getting younger by the day!

With burst of energies just coming out of me, i feel like i'm 20!

The Truth
I'm still in office, siting very uncomfortably in this stupid small corner on a old HP computer, surrounded by 1,000,000,000.00 papers with money figures that doesn't belong to me (at all), and im already 24.

I so need some sleep.

2008-01-07T20:01:00.000-08:00

In army whilst training... there's this saddistic song that are being sung by soldiers..it goes something like this if i can remember correctly:

Drop a bomb and kill the people,
Drop it in a parade square,
do it on a sunday morning,
when the children come and play.

Hahahaha.. IM SADISTIC! hahahahaha.. okok.. that's not true yeah.. im quite gentle, soft, good etc.. HAHAHAHA..

Sometimes i think it's quite ok to show others ur "other" side. Otherside here as in.. ur anger, ur fustration, ur disappointments... it's not good to keep it all inside.. haha.. later u become a HUGE farting machine... keep everything inside, dun fart for 2000 weeks... and than... ONE shot let it all out.. ;) OF CUZ... i will choose to let it all out at my enemy... let him know how a 2000 week old fart smells like! the FART of a lifetime! FART of your life.

New year 2008:

Goals - to become a farting machine! (KIDDING) hmmm.. but i think it'll be cool... if i'll be able to let it ALL OUT... (let me count... 23 years of durian + all other junk food... and let it all out on someone i dislike.. just for the pleasure of seeing his reaction from my 1 Hr farttime.!)

WOO HOO! oh btw... im not that perfect (almost ok...minus those pimples etc), i do dislike ppl... if its possible... i will let them go through the farting-maximus.

Farting Maximus consist of 12 people gather in a circle, butts facing the enemy(shit head stupid @sshole freakalogy coconut nehneh), and the 12 have continuously eaten spoilt food for 12 years and has not farted nor shited. Once ready, the fart and the shit comes out, it transform into Maximus Shit (Maximus prime brother). and than.... (the whole process takes 12 days and 12 hours) *HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAAHHAHAHAHA* i cant imagine liao... my creative juice stopped there. but still... *HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA* that @sshole WILL GET THE SMELL OF HIS LIFETIME! WOOHOOS

ok. plain evil. not me but the enemy. AHHAAHHAHA.

enough about fart... i wrote this while eating my lunch. HAHAAHAHA...

let it out ppl... in the correct way though =D avoid using vulgarity.... use like shift12345678987654321 =D dun use it on blog or post too... do it abstractically.. like mine =)

2007-12-26T19:40:00.000-08:00

This the season to be jolly fluahlalalala, lala lala.

Jesus was borned, a saviour to this world.
He was God, yet He was man, so that He can suffer.
For you, For me, for that sinner.
Don't feel condemned now, no more shame now,
but rejoice with me my friend, for one day you'll understand,
the cross wasn't an easy thing to bear.

Is santa the main character this season or isit Jesus? Who would understand how Jesus felt when He came down to this world? He came down earth for us, but He knows the things He needs to go through... i really duno would He be happy coming down earth to rescue us. His love is just so great, though i'm a problem-filled/sins-filled/emotic person, i'm just thankful to have a God that loves me.

=) problems pls shoo away, for this is God's day! =D

Dear God.

2007-12-10T21:04:00.000-08:00

I feel like screaming, exploding, and run away from this world, this reality. Life is tough, and the tough get going, so... maybe i am soft. Infront i put on a brave, strong front, but deep within... i know i'm weak, as weak as any child. i'm tired and weary, i badly need You and a break.

Thanks.

Chain reaction

2007-11-26T21:17:00.000-08:00

This day, i conclude that everything you do/i do/ anyone do.... will affect someone/something/some issues in life.

Say for example.. A does this, which directly affect B, while B is very good friends to C, D, E and F. So C, D, E and F is affected by it, and somehow or rather, C shares this problem which is caused by A and B to G, H, I, J, K and L, while D and E went into slow depression and die because they became too worried for B. H, I, J went to discuss this with the alphabet council members which are M, N, O and P. And the council members decided to ask, Q, R, S, T, U, V to help solve the problem by getting their advise because they had this problem once, and Q - V accidentally tell W, X, Y and Z (Gossiping) and so you see... THE WHOLE WORLD IS AFFECTED BY WHAT YOU DO.

So.. because of something A and B do, there is this chain reaction which causes EMO-ness, Depression and Sin!(Sin here refers to gossiping.)

In the world, or should i say in my world, the way to solve a problem is to find the root of the problem. And... in this case... the root of the problem is obviously A and B. My solution: eliminate A and B from this world and never to think about them again.

So... if you're name is daniel.... you're now called dniel ! No "a" and it's shorter!! Let's all celebrate and what amazing discovery I made. =D

P/S: if u read carefully, find the real message i'm bringing across, you know i'm not talking rubbish but sense in this stupid world.

OLD.AGED.DYING

2007-11-14T08:36:00.000-08:00

i feel...... old, aged..... and...... DYING!

CARROT CAKE ONION BEEF CHILLI CHEESE FRIES WITH BBQ SAUCE..... i really really really don't understand WHY on earth do i keep falling sick... =/

i seriously think im'a SICKness magnet!! i attract all the sickness to me lah! First, i got the most feared kids disease- HFMD ( Hand Foot Mouth Disease ), than i got duno what white lump on my throat... i duno the term lah, its call "tong..." something...i go check up the internet... it says that rare cases than will have fever for 2 weeks.... (i learned after this incident im DAMN rare lah)... and now..... ok... i got only common flu... hahahhaha... ok.. i just realised it's very normal.. hahahhaa... ooooooOOOOOPPPPPPPPSSSSSSSSSSSSS!

but still lah, keep on falling sick isn't really that good.... i need to take gd care of myself !! =)

Friends

Hmmm, sensitive topic lah... my gang is gone... they went to rob some bank havent come back yet... im suppose to do my part and spend the loot... but i think they tio caught or smth... so now... i don't really have gang liao... i have............. i duno what... kk... i go slp liaos...

Here's to all the kids out there:
Brush ur teeth b4 u go slp k, if not the chicken wings uve eaten will come alive and grow wings on u ! WOOOO HOOOOO !

How to be happy

2007-10-28T20:20:00.000-07:00

Recently, many people have been burdened down, brought down, and burned down.. emotionally i mean. Seeing so many things happened, i can't help but feel that even the book of lementation sounds happier because God was the focus then.

Now it seems that as technology advances, we(human) relies more on them than the Word of God that has power... to make demon flee, that has authority on earth, and the wisdom of God to deal with problems that is much worst then compared to 10 elephant backside facing you while you are trapped and cannot move and the elephants just ate 1000 pounds of onion and drink onion juice. ( i can't imagine)

I use to be a very very self-pitiful person - until i realise that Jesus is living in me, and i have no reason just to be unhappy but to be happy even in my storms. (storms in my stomach that cause gastric pain)

Do not be so troubled, do not be so worried, especially when we have a GOD that understands us, know our problems, and face our giants with us!! Let us all read the Word of God and obey it! Christians, it's really time we rise up, to be that generation that will fight for Jesus using the Jesus way. Not by violence, but by peace and wisdom, humility and obedience, respect and love towards one another.

Once that is achieve, i can finally see Jesus when He comes back, because i long for His coming, long for His presence, and long for His righteousness to rule us once more.

26/10/2007

2007-10-26T00:26:00.000-07:00

EVERYTHING SINGLE THING I DO IS WRONG! =/

Im not angry.. just feeling depressed... thats y i blog rem? Emo ppl love to blog.

i suck. =(

Working

2007-10-05T09:43:00.000-07:00

It's been a decade since i blog (write rubbish) about what is going on.

To be honest, recently i've been chosen by Special Ops (Army elite) to be their leader in covet operations.. but i find it too boring.. so.... i've decided to have a more entertained life by working in an office as a Assistant Exec. (lowest life form in office). And let me tell you... IT IS FUN!!!

If u're reading this.. this is another example on how to live a positive lifestyle.. by being extremely positive.

Work - 9am to 6pm, and a saturday/mth 9-1pm.

haha.. working life is kinda alright lah.. it really depends on how u view things.. like if given a task - say for example they ask u shred (<-- i duno how to spell.. shrek? haha..) a piece of wood before they will employ u... DONT SEE IT AS AN IMPOSSIBLE TASK... =)

Just see it as u're a TERMITE... haha.. and u'll enjoy doing it !

Life is full of ups and downs.. that is why ronan keating.. (i duno how to spell again.. sounds like some baberian... <-- this one also.. sigh.. CMI) sang that song.. "Roller coaster" or something like that lah.. can't be bothered. So... today.. the point i want to bring across is that....

DONT EAT TOO MUCH WATERMELON! LTR U NID TO GO TOILET.

Real or Fictitious

2007-09-20T18:25:00.000-07:00

TV Dramas/ Movies/ Cartoons/ anything on TV.... appears to be too gd to be true. The people either look like tom cruise(s), or they have a heart of gold and still look like tom cruise(s). HEH. Don't get too happy gers! Cuz the gers either look like jessica alba, or they have a heart of gold and still look like jessica alba! HEH.

But in reality... it is just so much difference la! Catch a guy tt look like tom cruise and not on tv.. prolly u find him infected with either AIDS or STD(s). (If ya know what i mean). Find a ger tt looks like jessica alba? And she's already married with 3 kids from 5 different husband at the age of 21.* Kidding la.. a ger somehow or rather would be betta i guess? Correct me if ima wrong.

*clause- Not applying to those very good gers.

So... given a choice.. u wan to be a ficticious character or who u are now?

To be honestly speaking.. at times i personally WANT to be those on TV.. well... meaning wanna be ficticious. Everything appears too gd to be true. On the other hand.. i rather be myself. I CAN DIG MY NOSE AND THEY CANT!!!! woooooooo~ the simple pleasure!

Ok.. im so not convinced by myself either.. but aniwaes.. suck. We are just who we are right.. and we can never be like those on TV.. so forget about the whole thing =) just live ur life to the FULLEST for Christ and u'll experience more JOY den those on TV.

Why do people blog?

2007-09-12T20:17:00.000-07:00

WHY DO PEOPLE BLOG?

This question has been in my mind since ages (1min) ago.. before i can generally answer that, i've gotta answer that personally.

Why do I blog?

Blogging is a way/channel/mean/(new age cultic movement!) to express how people feel about certain things.. their life.. their gf.. their work.. their dog.. or even their watermelons..(wierd).
The actual reason being is because people nowadays want to be heard, want to be accepted and etc.

Me? Come on lah.. if i want to be heard i would have taken my gun out of the army camp.. The reason for me blogging is really cuz i got nothing better to do since im unemployed. Ok.. i do have to admit i enjoy to write (sometimes), and that i do have nice tasting watermelons for people to be jealous that i can eat em' and they cant. What the big deal?

The actual reason why people blog?

EMO.

Conclusion:
Don't blog unless u have nice watermelon for people to get jealous of.

live life.

2007-09-07T20:00:00.000-07:00

Ok, come on... need not everytime tell people about jokes or lame stuff...

I want to thank God for this life He has given me. Few years back, i seriously had no life. Or i should say i didn't understand what life is for. I want to be recognised, i want to be acknowledged, and more importantly, i want to be accepted and be "cool", but honestly i was a timid person, one who didn't even dare touch things that are against the rule. (As timid as a mice!)

The year i retained in secondary 3, made me reflected and pondered on alot of things.
I was born into a christian family, had christianly upbringing and was taught on the word of God, but was far from being a christian. What's life purpose, why am i on this earth for? I kept asking myself that. Thank God i went for a church camp that year.. it impacted me quite abit. I decided and committed myself to be a true christian.

God moulded me for a year as i began to be serious. Life as christian sure isn't is easy, but i know my rewards in heaven are many and plenty!

Not only that, my confidence is in Christ Jesus. Timid? I think i'm very bold now, for His love encourages me and i know my place in Him. Accepted? Come on, if my God is for me, with me, alongside me.. who can be against me? Im accepted together with the saints in heaven! Cool? Think true christians are nerds and have no life and sucks cause of their thinking/rules & regulation/strict lifestyle that doesnt allow partying, clubbing? WRONG! True Christians are the coolest princes and princess in this world! True happiness and joy isn't found in those places of partying and clubbing.. it just drains you of your life and energy! Real happiness and joy comes from the Lord, comes from worshiping Him.

Jesus died for us so that we can have our live our lives to the FULLEST! So Christians, be strong and urge one another to continue to persevere in this race. Non christians, don't you find something amiss in your life? Try Jesus, let Him fill that gap or that empty place. If this day you want to know more about him, feel free to contact me.

EMO Blog

2007-09-05T17:50:00.000-07:00

Blogs are for EMO kids-granddads/mums. How about EMO parents? they don't have much time, have to work.

This world is filled with EMOs. I really do believe the reason being is because they see too much ELMO. ok.. either that they didn't grow up seeing Seseme Street. Why can't every boy, girl, man, woman, old man, old woman just be NORMAL and not so EMOtic? This day, I want to find the cause and cure to EMOlism.

Cause:
For youth - 99% is due to BGR, either that or BBR or GGR. (Due to more liberal thinking in society nowadays.) The other 1 % is sub divided into 0.5% each.
Part A of 0.5% is really due to genuine problems, such as parents abuse em' etc.. (my heart goes out to them)
Part B of 0.5% is just because they are retards.

I'm not very such what causes the middle age fellas and the oldies to be as EMOtic at times, but seeing the main reasons for youth, i would assume it has something to do with love/infautuation as well. Thus i conclude that as long people are CONTENTED with life and whatever they have, they are the COOLEST people on this EMO planet!

Cure:
Here's the tricky part.. if i get this right, i can put a DR. infront of my name!
There are many many ways to cure EMOlism, EMOtic or whatever you would call it.
FIRST METHOD: Find work, Do work. This is a temp cure to all EMOtic troubles you might be facing. the trick is to be DISTRACTED from your own EMOtions. Patients somehow do complain that it comes back to them when work is done, and if they keep doing work, they will be labelled a "workaholic" (OH MY.... workaholics are EMOs!).

SECOND METHOD: Find many many water melons, and indudge yourself in a water melon feast. Afterwhich you would just die.

THIRD METHOD (the best so far): Go see a shrink. By then the problem you will face is no longer being EMO, but being broke.

Hope this will help you with your EMO today. Take care. Any questions pls proceed to find your local church pastors instead of me, thanks =D

crap

2007-07-03T18:57:00.001-07:00

it's been around a month since i posted something.. haha..

well... today just isn't my day. feeling quite crappy now. And i realised that is only when you're in a relationship or in those grey area that you'll feel this way. Don't ask me about marraige yet.. still single in the eyes of the law.

At sometimes you do feel blissful.. knowing that you have someone with you and there for you.. but yet at times you feel in a wreck.. knowing that the other party isn't responding to you or whatever goes.

haha.. crap. Meaningless meaningless... everything is meaningless!! haha... prolly used this in wrong context.. hahaha... I'll let God tk control and let Him run His game =D afterall He knows me better than i do... and the best thing is He takes cares of His children! And one thing is for sure... I KNOW IN HIM IM SAVED. DON'T STUMBLE ME IN MY SALVATION. I KNOW JESUS DIED ON THE CROSS FOR ALL OF US.. ME INCLUDED. thank You God. i know i can be at rest when i'm with You.

Back from Malaysia

2007-06-13T17:39:00.000-07:00

Hiiiiiiiii there chicken neh nehs...haha.. back from church camp!!!!

IT WAS AN EXPERIENCE..... haha.. got gd got bad lahhs... haha..

anyway.............................. i shall openly confess tt i got nice armpit hair and i love HER! hahahahahhahahahaaha...

lovvvvvvvvveeeeeeeee

2007-05-29T17:18:00.000-07:00

Lord help me!!!! Arghhh... why is it so hard to please someone and myself altogether?! Hmm... i dun understand ah!!!! Whyyyyyyyyyzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!? IT IS WORST THAN NO MORE WATERMELONS TO DRINK!!!!!!!!!!! WORST DEN NO MORE CUP TO PUT UR WATER IN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WORST DEN 5 CHICKENS BECOMING DUCK!?!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Mercifulllllllllllll to meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee plsssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss!

MERCY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

d'fhdsughfsghfid;uhg4w8utrGDFHG*)ERHG)RFEIHFISEIPEHRihsfosruhfiourhfSRHFUOSRHWSRHFOSURHFOUHF;

To change

2007-05-27T06:43:00.000-07:00

Emo... Emo... recently ive really been EMO. hmm.. Issues about being insecure are terrifying. To myself and to others. But how to change? I want to... but do not know on how to do so. This few sentences bascially sums up my week!! oh my goodness... i cant believe this... was this caused by my past?! sigh... i duno.. or isit just me, myself?!

God pls teach me and show me how, in Your vast knowledge and all-knowing wisdom please guide me thru and lead me by Your hand. Send me friends to pray alongside with me, send me good pals to encourage me, send me Your comfort and assurance Lord!

and most importantly, during this period of time, let love continue to flow out of me and let me ALWAYS be Your witness in this dying world. Let the wild flowers by the side of the race of life never be a distraction because i want You as my focus.

I surrender all to You, take control Lord. Let me seek Your face and surrender myself for Your kingdom daily, let me be a wonderful testimony only to give You glory, honor and praise.

Teach me also to be a testimony in my workplace in which i struggle much. I've been selfish and disgusting, and sometimes purposely wilful and ignorant. Lord forgive me. I commit this struggle to You my God, knowing that You're the author and finisher of my faith. Help me, in Jesus Name, Amen.

WORKKkkkkkk

2007-05-22T19:24:00.000-07:00

work recently went from valley to tunnel... from tunnel to under the sea... from under the sea till i saw mermaids?!?!?!!?!!! this is how stress it gets.... doing something i think its completely useless and mundane..

oooh... i realised i got a few works have not doneee yet! DIENESS!!! hahahaha...

i've found my KUKU btw..... hehe..

Life just started!

2007-04-23T18:48:00.000-07:00

haha... have you wondered where the so bubbly daniel has gone to?? hahahaha... no lah... ive nvr been bubbly.. just chubby! =p hahahahaha... kiddins! life is alright... i guess... no lah.. its not alright... its betta den alright! Thank God for the many supports ive received.. thank God for God! He was beside me thruout all the time! haha... <-- i like just go thru operation liek tt..! hahaaha... no lah.. kiddins!

just a hectic life right now.. with boss becomin bees coming to my ear as if it flows out 100% sweet sweet honey all the way from africa where ppl pay MILLIONS for it... haha... life is liek an elephant... is HUGE. hahahahaha.. ok nvm.. hahahahaha... have u felt like a thunder thats going to toilet?!?

I'm so sorry

2007-04-18T17:30:00.000-07:00

im so sorrie for hurting u.. for not being so considerate... for realie being so so lousy... sorry.. i jus so suck at all these stuff...

2007-04-03T21:58:00.001-07:00

https://121.7.13.97/peacefire717833

Work

2007-03-20T08:40:00.000-07:00

Work... is so so so so crazy... im so so so so crazy by it..... so so so so so crazy... it just is so so so so so irritating... is so so so so.... SO WORK! somebody SOS me! hahahahaha...

unlike the past.. now is like totally crazy man.. workload is like 5 elephants stacking up on each other compared with an ant!!! WTH!!!! hahhaa... WHRS MY KU KU!!!! ahahahahhaa...

Feelings

2007-03-18T09:03:00.000-07:00

Recent Days... Life ain't that well recently... haha... but i'm supposed to be the always strong daniel yam =)

I guess the song by five for fighting - superman, reallie kinda relates to me now.. maybe you all wont feel this way.. haha.. but i do.

Fri prayed quite abit... spend some time in His presence when i am totally CONFUSED and LOST.. and He got me back up and going. He spoke to me about some stuff.. and the amazing thing is, on sat when i went to the conference, the speakers/teachers spoke about the same stuff as well. I'll just by faith take it that God do want to tell me that.

God is soooo good =D even thou right now im in the storm... i will praise Him loud! JESUS ROCKS!

hmmrm

2007-03-11T19:32:00.000-07:00

HMMRM........ hmm with the 'r' sound... hahaha.. sounds corny!

Dear Diary, how are you? i know u cant reallie reply.. hahahaha... Today is 12th or MARCH, time now 1040, location: IM in CAMP... ahahaha... lotsa werkkkk to be done.. but im LAZY! WOoooooooooooOOOoooooooooooooOOOOOOOoooooot.

can u just feel a change in atmosphere?? hahaha... im glad =D

Bleah

2007-02-28T21:16:00.000-08:00

sigh. Life's like that! haha.. SUCK THUMB YO!!! hahahaha... Lets all suck THUMB!!! LIFE IS LIKE THAT!!!! hahaha... Boooooooooooooo!!!!

hae hae... think im going nuts. Date:03012007 Time:1327 Location:WORK -CLASSIFIED- How am i Feeling: quite down and crazy !

hahaha.. even now, i shall praise my God and King. The author and finisher of our faith, He rules and reign over all. I praise Him because He is in control over all. There is none like Him, be the person dead already or alive. He teach me His will, i feel His peace, He guides me through troubled times, He is my help and refuge, my strength and justice. God is judge indeed. Thank You God.

Alittle giddy now i am... so i shall go n rest! NITES!!!! hahaha...

Old

2007-02-18T16:40:00.000-08:00

I feeeeel old... feel like i'm 22... sigh... when i'm 18... -_- hahahaha...

I realise smth thruout this lunar new year... as you get older... its either the lesser you get... or its much much more!! haha... i think mine increase alittle la... thank God... hahaha... i counted... just.. was veri little... den my bro counted like 300 odd.. -_-

haha i forgot to add those given earlier den usual.. hehe..

wooooooooooo~ GONG XI FA CAI~

WORLD RECORD

2007-02-15T07:11:00.000-08:00

i believe... i broke the WORLD RECORD.. i just sneezed 15 times in a row....

CRAZINESS!!!

Some stuff abt me: I like things direct.. don't really like to be played.. and when im hurt.. im really hurt. So pls, don't play me. =)

im sick... sigh. bloody hell.. like im a sick machine like that.... (that sounds alittle wrong).. haha... who gives a flying wintermelon about it.. maybe the spinach does... HMMMM... i think the med is making me crazy... -_-"

The MAN is back

2007-02-14T07:38:00.000-08:00

My life is so exciting right now.. that i can see 10 cows by the roadside eating grass and chewing on bubble gums... O_O (meaning to say is boring la)

LOTSA stuff happen la... in work, in life, in friends and also in my pocket...its empty... =(

Work - recently like got revocated back to engineers.. SIGH! need to march soon i guess
=( work in branch also vri bad... like got 10 million dollars of grass to eat like that.. SIGH

Life - getting old le... u know the chinese saying, cold, hungry, tired, no money, no girlfriend.... i fulfil all the citereas.... ARGHHHHHHHH.... my lifelong search for KUKU.... sigh... till now i stiu havent get her... maybe.... i nid to buy flowers to win the condor heroine... HMMMMM.... pls help me by donating to the help daniel get married fund k... haha..

Friends - i think i left with only a handful of them ah... SIGH. bo bianness.. i realise tt i cant really please all... so i can only please God ah... haha... kkkkk excuses.. i also lazy to maintain some of them as friends... haha.. as i grow.. i realise some ppl reallie liek KAE ZUA one.. some KNS... but some r really friends... some treat me like shit... or worst... some... okok.. cannot sae alr... sensitive ah.. sad.... in such.. i shall... set up a team call the me myself and i team.. this team has me... myself... and.... me! BONUS in this team.... a GER!!!!! hahahaha.. but till now like no one wans tis position ah.. saddening again... deserve another SIGH!

Pocket - its empty. Period.. (period wad period.. i stiu timetable... dumb americans... such english destroy the enviroments... =p)

ARGHHHH... life... basically...... SIGHS! haha..

busy hectic

2006-12-11T23:17:00.000-08:00

yeps.. those r the words.

3 weeks at australia training.... 15 days didn't really sleep... was so stressed and tensed up... thats how tough it was. no time to even find KUKU! =( BUT.... i definately got think of her!! WHAHAHAHHAA....

my first 2 sentences sound as if ive been thru some elite classified trainin.. .woooHOOO.. haha

arrived sg @ 7+ on the 9th of dec.. and.... im leaving again... PENGS! like 3 days of rest only la... -.-"

*serious tone*
pray for me fellow bro n sis in Christ... for this mission trip i dun haf the time to prepare much..

thanks ah
hahahaa...

Mixed Feelings

2006-11-19T17:10:00.000-08:00

Finalleeeee.. going to aust alr.. like what i say, feeling is definately mixed. DEF! on one hand i do hope to have some gd exp. on the other... i think its gonna be quite hectic.. with little time to sleep.. -_-. Dream of meetin KUKU dere also quite hopeless ah.. whahaha...

Tensions r sure to run high there.. but maybe otherwise too.. cuz ive got God with me.. He's been protecting me, covering me, and keeping me safe everytime.. tts y im stiu here =D i rem one time i was abt to meet wif an accident in india.. im sure God intervened.. cuz confirm will die one..lol..

Sieness mixed with Highness give u nowhereness... tts wad im feeling now! LOL.. haha

im gonna make a few decisions when i come back.. prolly abt ministry.. i think i need to concentrate on one ministry instead of having too many., =)

Dere can be miricles!

2006-11-04T17:05:00.000-08:00

TODAY... is sunday.

I woke up @ abt 736am like tt.. normally gotta leave hse by 9+ to catch e bus to church.. So... crazily i went to run. RUNNING is smth i liek vri (not so) much. WORST is morning... i cant run @ all in the morning.. is like asking a cow to mount on the kite and fly... tts how jialatnified it is.

Anywho... i ran. But instead of the normal 2 rounds i ran 1 round.. cuz tired n lazy.. but the main imprt reason is of cuz i dun wan to be late for church... ^_^ !

Another amazing thing... i SHITTED 2 TIMES!!! WOOOOOO~~~ HUGE ONEEEES!!! WOOOOO~~~~~ wHAHAHAahAhAHAHAHA.. one aft n before.. WHAHAHAHahahAHAH..

if i go on.. the details wld be R21 ! =D

Date draw nears

2006-11-03T17:20:00.000-08:00

Its reaching 21st of NOV soon... -D Day- God pls protect me! haha...

Who knows.. maybe i'll find KUKU over at australia... whahahaha... she come with her condor.. whahhahahahahaha.... Condor Airways.. den we'll live happliy ever after... but high chance i'll just pollute her with the musics im hearin and blah blah.. den she'll prolly become Avril Lagvine... WOOOT~ a Punk KUKU

On a heavier note.....
My boss getting alittle stressed up... = me and kel stressed up = world ending!
Somebody DO SOMTHIN!!!! Give me $5000.00 !!!! hahahahaha

me and CC concluded tt i was a superhero known as: Temperature man. Powers r unlimited.. THUS FORTH, I'm the LATEST super hero! specialist in seeing movie.... ~

My WEEK

2006-10-28T09:20:00.000-07:00

SAD. SAD. ok la.. but den not that sad alr..

I shd just change this SAD to SICK.

Sick Sick. Ok la.. But den stiu quite sick...

SIENIFIED. i was just cured of HFMD... now kena duno wad the heck infection... den........ worst news was... ima gonna become PES B again... tt heartless doctor...!! O_O... <-- those dots were meant to be tears.

Fri dint end too bad... cell was gd.. haha.. had quite abit of fun. i discover some secret abt PEPSI n PEPSI LIGHT..

Sat = Today = not so good except morning = so kinda bad day... duno wad e heck halloween day... i stiu haf my armpit day leh heh! LOSERS!

hahaha... let me complain alittle.. hahaha... nt everyday sunday n nt everyday is KUKU day... haha.. but... i nid to also act wad i teach... stiu there is smth to thk God for. I thank God for frens tt somehow understand wad im going thru.. i thank God for His grace.. thou i was very sick i manage to become not tt sick.. and i thank God for frens again... cuz... they r good.. and i thank God tt i know my future is safe with Him. ~

Sick

2006-10-26T08:31:00.000-07:00

I HATE BEING SICK. ARGH.

Au revoir to KUKU

2006-10-24T04:58:00.000-07:00

Bye KUKU... today is the day ive completed my VCD "condor heros..."

Finally after 16 yrs of living apart... they got together... hahaha.. so romantic! God... i waited for more den 16 yrs le.. ima 22!!! HW!!! hahahaha... kidding la God.. haha.. Your timing is e best.. but i pray tt You wunt delay it.. hahahahaha...

KUKU is so pretty... the 16 yrs apart the VCD shd show her instead of the guy la.. ima sure the ratings for the VCD will shoot up the roof all the way to aljunied... haha..

ArgHHe!#$%^!

hahahhaa... i nidddd YOU!!!! whr r uuuuuuuuu LONG ER (dragon lady.. nt longer..)!!!!

hehehe..

Duke

2006-10-22T07:47:00.000-07:00

I decided.

From now on... i'll be call Duke of the WATER. WHY!? cuz.... drinking water is gddddddddd. I shall have the power to control water!! hahahaha...

'?!" right... haha.. i feel high cuz i quite sien suddenly.. hahahaha...

Just came back from Tert camp... had a awesome time over there. Theme of the camp was Back to the basic. Guess it was that specific season for tert ppl n ldrs.. hahaha.

One qn. Why is the bible real? (a hard question....nt hard as in "hard as stone" but hard to reply type of hard...)

It has 66 books....
It has MANY different authors....
It is written over a time span of 1000 over years.... and everything is link up nicely =D
It is written in many different places and in 3 different languages.... and everything is link up nicely=D
2 diffent authors (duno each other) at 2 different places (diff country hor) can write about the same thing over the same period....
Historians use ( and still using ) the bible as reference and many things written down have been scientifically proven by scientist ( Hor...) ....

hahaha... My God is awesome... so is His word... haha..

Friends

2006-10-19T07:42:00.000-07:00

To all you who are my friends... U're AWESOME! thanks for making my life so happening..

My first fren.. God.
Thank You so much.. So big yet so friendly... So powerful yet so humble.. So righteous yet so humourous... thanks.. haha.. i love You. i sincerely hope to see You when i die.. haha.. i dun wan go hell =) haha..

My church frens...
haha.. ure all lovely! continue to run the race for Him.. haha.. thanks for all the supper ah.. haha.. FAT le.. sienness.. mUSst exercise!

My poly frens...
Not much left.. except for a few.. haha... u guys r the coolless.. hahaha...

My army frens...
U GUYS ROCKS... haha.. just dun turn into rock and den start stoning... stiu need to do work n duty.. whahahahahaha...

And finally... u all must help me... FIND MY KUKU! hahahahahahaha...

IN ARMY

2006-10-16T05:36:00.000-07:00

Today mind u.. is monday. A very very sad and moody monday, even though i was very high and happening just now... i concluded that this monday isnt that good... cuz.. im staying in.. HAIZ/SIGH/ARGH/OUCH/HELP.

But oh well.. compared to 30SCE.. guess i thank God indeed! I can remember those days of depression.. the EVIL sgts...offrs..... ETC..... NVR do/will i miss em' (cept my buddies there of cuz). Training life is tough.. i can take it.. besides ive done it in Tekong.. anw ive also completed my trg as a combat engineer.. BUT... "u ask me chiong den nv give welfare.. HW CAN!?!?!?!?!" haha.. its like asking linghu chong or yang guo(the one in e VCD.. cant rem his name) to give up KUKU! like WT HECK MAN!

ok nvm.. cool down.. hahaha.. now bout some really wholesome stuff =)

Only by His grace, can i stand. In His presence, there is freedom. I seek truth, but at times i fail to keep them. God is very kind to me... i am deeply humbled by His grace n love n hope He has in me. As a child.. ive definately failed Him many times.. the only possible reason im still around is bcuz of His love. Life is a test, but yet His grace is sufficient for us. Thank God for Jesus, Thank God for God, and thank God for His love. I pray that all may come to His salvation, or at least hear abt it and given a chance to decide. Sometimes i do wonder why i am saved. i reflect and i sigh. "many deserve much more den me.." my thought. God reminded me.. " i love all equally".

haha.. my God is cool.. no other gods offer such stuff call.. "love" which is precious =D

mean

2006-10-07T18:08:00.000-07:00

last night.. had quite a bit of fun thanks to melvin (army).. i totally enjoyed myself.. thanks dude..

BUT... there was this one indian fellow.... 40+, alittle plump, big size..... and with an ang moh wife... BLOODLY HELL! tt guy was one of a kind snobbish, irritating and idiotic to the maximum. ARGH. nvm.. whats over is over... done is done... life goes on.. i'll still continue to eat my laksa and see my Vcds..

is chua birthday too... "HAPPY BIRTHDAY!" sorrie had to leave earlie thou.. =

this morning also dramatic.. i slept at 3 last night, den this morn when i woke up to go pee.... i saw my sms... leb was saying tt ima leading prayer mtg... I WAS WIDE AWAKE.. haha... immediately i woke a few people up... and confrim i wasnt the one... hahahahahahaha... scary..

all these leads to one thing... since its so dramatic.... it leads to....... or is leading to........ THE END OF WORLD..................

evil

2006-09-30T10:16:00.000-07:00

i just came home.. after stoning quite abit.. decided to just come here to write stuff. had bible studie in e morning. it was fun i guess... they happened to go to the topic about what if "God suddenly change ur topic of sharing". Hmmm... it got me thinking... hahaha.. actually it wasnt really this topic that made me think.. but i cant rem.. so nvm.. whhahahaha...

aft tt i had vocal trg... teacher was awesome. her voice is nice n neat... haha.. (just like mine!) WHHAHAHAHAHA...kidding.. if mine was like 1/8000 of hers i could join like WORLD idol... (but prolly still cant get in =P)

Den... i had serv practice. one word. FUN. ok la.. it isnt really.. just was HIGH. so prolly the word shd be HIGH. this is what happen when i think too much things... den i will just become high ltr.. hahahahaha... cool huh.. hahahahhaa...

ltr... went out with some of my frens.. to get french fries... no la.. get some stuff... and.... use it la.. den met another fren to see movie.. den...... toked cock wif him till last train.. haha.. Thk God He is good la.. hahaha.. got last train to sit!! HEHE...

i dun quite like wad im doing when i am who i am now... sometimes cant i just be like yang guo and go find kuku? (Nothing to do with birds.. it meant aunty...of cuz pretty aunty and dun have any blood relationship type.. )... hahhaa... and it will just be happily ever aft story.. hahahaha... RIGHT.

End!!!

2006-09-24T08:47:00.000-07:00

Die la.. its over liaoz(quarentine).. tomor going back to work... duno how also.. like quite stress like that.. it seems that this week my life is just VCDed.Hmm.. HFMD came as a surprise.. whahaha.. gd yet not good.. duno how to sae also.. Gd cuz i can finally be at home n slp alot.. nt gd cuz i cant get to go out... hahaha.. life like that la.. who wanna work man (haha it sounds alittle wrong if u read it wrongly.. whahhaah)... besides my pay is worst den a macdonal employee.. how bad can it get..ARGHs~

Its almost 12am now.. shd get sleeping.. just came back from banquet.. (watching it =p ).. not nice ah.. i think zhang ziyi isnt pretty at all la.. duno why like so many guys go Gugugaga over her.. Bleah x 1 million times also nt enuff..

Cell grp i think going thru tough period.. (me too ah).. but bo bian.. they all mus go thru those exams.. I think i also tough cuz ive been doing some thinking too(bout that ger! WHAHAHAHA.. kidding).. but yea... serious stuff... and its quite getting to me.. it seems that i need to make adult's type of decisions VERY soon.. cant i just like buy tt remote control n jus Fast forward till i die? den i go to heaven directly liaoz.. hahahaha... WOO~

Today is Thursday

2006-09-21T18:38:00.000-07:00

today is awesome... cuz.... i saw drama till i dun wan to see.. cuz i dun quite like the ending of one of the part.. whahahhaa.. buttt.. i shall reempahsis tt the main lead (ger) is very CHIO. whoaz. nosebleeding type i tell u.

I went for prayer meeting... It was gooooooood. Thou something on stage was different... hahha.. i think the speakers are spoilt liao... haha.. maybe is cuz ive stayed at home too long.. i felt different.. maybe the disease is a robot and came into me.. and den i became a robot... hahahahahaha...

Friday. Gonna be quite hectic.. shd i go out eat sakae anot? will it be too rush for me? and will i get found out by going out.. hahahaha...

12.53am

2006-09-20T09:57:00.000-07:00

I'm officially a Blogger. A Nerd. and a NOOB!!! *CRIES* this is my forth entry in a day!!! ok.. theoratically it isnt but to me it is... *CRIES AGAIN*

Rabbit just left me to face the lonely night alone... im afraid.. im scared... HAHAHA.. right. just sien la.. this is pretty sien... my quarentine period... ok la.. nth except dramas and dramas and dramas and dramas......

OK. now i shall rant about EX DW.
I simply don't understand why e heck do we need to go places like australia to train ?! i mean in the desert ?! and its like 3 WEEKS ?! we could all just go play Counterstrike and im SURE + CONFRIM that singapore soldiers will fight better and more tatical!! I simply dun understand why must we go dere shoot kangeroos... hahahahahahaa... but seriously........................................... (Actually i type alot le.. but bcuz its CLASSIFIED n SECRET stuff thats why u all cant see...)

Frens frm army... Listen to me... i decide... to start a coup... something like that of thailand one... are you with me?? Is time.... to take over singapore... and...... eat char kway tiao. We need to make em realize tt army is sieness and 1 yr is more den enough! if not will talk bullshit one!!!

The Day

2006-09-20T06:00:00.000-07:00

It's 9pm already.. and actually ive just stopped watching that show... been seeing since morning.. WHAHAHA...

Seeing so many babes and the hero(s)... ive come into conclusion that... they all need love. The hero mentality is that he must stand out, so that the ger (normally the most beautiful one) would take attention of him and that they can live happily ever after. The babes mentality is that she must stand out, so that the hero would pick her and that they can live happily ever after.

I believe all guys want to be the heros and gers want to be the babes. I dunt want to be hero thou.. decided. i jus want the babes... WHAHAHAHA

And i also realise i havent prepare my work............... DIE. WTH.

WHAT THE HECK!?

2006-09-20T00:46:00.000-07:00

OH MY Tien la.. WTH!?!?!?! I was seeing "condor Heros... " den u rem the famous "KuKu.."( i seriously mean auntie and nothing else)...

She's gorgeous beyond description.... her beauty... d[O.O]b Den that stupid EVIL guy go n rape n molest her... GRRRRRRRR!!!! EVIL!!!!! jus so unfair la... haiz. I feel sad for her. How could ppl do tt to her... if i can enter the show... hahahaha... i'll just take a M203 and gun em down.. afterall ima M203 gunner.. whahahahaaha... who needs kungfu when i have gun.. hehe..

this show no good ah.. show so many pretty babes.. hehe...

Day 1

2006-09-19T19:38:00.000-07:00

It was like 4am(9am) in the morning... and i slept at 3am(2am) when EUNICE woke me up!!! ARGH!. It was like forcing my eyes that were glued together to open.... sad... hahaha... and i realised that ive got a few friends free... HMMM... hahahahah...

My EVIL boss wanted to check whether i CHAO KENG!?!?!?! ima having HFMD for goodness and ice cream sake! LIKE WTH man!!! Going thru HFMD is something like commando course.. got pride one... instead of red beret i got red spots.. well... both is red. I win.

now seeing a new drama.. "condor heros" hahahaa.. its my 4th drama in the short 3-4days. haha their Kongfu moves quite cool.. if i master it i think i can be the MASTER of singapore.. haha.. and i shall have free food n babes... woo hoo... and a free fan club... hae hae hae..

EX DiamondWarrior.. haiz... !! shall elaborate it furthur after my drama. ~~

A VERY sad start

2006-09-19T10:29:00.000-07:00

im forced to blog.. ive got a disease that is... FATAL(lly bored)... so im trying to do something like that of <<One litre of tears>> diary.. Not that im making fun of that poor girl.. is just that im too bored at home.. having HFMD and being quarentine... for someone like me who goes out everyday..(almost.. nearly)... CAN DIE.

So.. yeah.. lets begin our journey into this endless boredism milky way.

I just told someone to "feel hornered" cuz i did something for her...
[Notice the spelling... i think its quite wrong... and it totally changes the meaning to that sentence.WHAHAHAHA..]

Ok.. that beside the thing im gonna rant about. (Behind it is....... haha =p)
Today im gonna talk about : HAND FOOT MOUTH DISEASE.

I mean what the heck man. IMA 22 YRS OF AGE!!! WHY meee?! Ok.. Sadly to say.. its like some incurable disease.. Aids perhaps.. only thing it isnt fatal.. and yeah.. it isnt fatal. (Not for babies!) Letme humbly describe the disgusting process you gotta go thru. (im helping you understand the disease).

First... u kena FEVER. which reach upto 39.7... (me). Den u'll feel tt a ZILLIONIFIED ulcers are inhabiting your poor little mouth. slowly RED SPOTS like RED SPOTS appear on ur hands and legs.. den... U'll find it hard to eat, walk, talk.......... den... U'll...... DIE(of boredism when u get quarentine). Sad right.SIGH. yes.. its painful and i know u pity me =D

the only thing diff when compare to Aids... i guess its not STD.